DM = 20 = Girl Friend

20

Girl Friend

White Electric WorldBridger

Kin 146
Moon 6, Day 8

Monday 20th December 2004

We activate to equalise
Bonding opportunity
We seal the store of death
With the electric tone of service
We are guided by the power of heart
…loving loyalty

47.

Girl Friend


Today I reflect on the first girlfriend Claire3WorldBridger with whom I first experienced the physical depths of the female body. Some would say when I arrived at my 21st birthday, that I lost my virginity through making physical love - engaging in the act of sexual copulation. And what a romantic reflection, if I kept it to myself would it be more special? I suppose each of us has a different way of appreciating the gifts of creation so sensual.

I see I retain my virginity, let’s get over the technicality, it’s a realtime reality – I see it as an attitude of sacredness. True honouring of beauty which never has to be lost, always a gain when we dip into silence.

With all these descriptors, let us know it’s a deeply intimate and intricate world when one becomes two deeply involved in the creation of a new sense of togetherness with one.

Is there too deep, or is it just called “feeling life”?

Just like a sword of truth dipped into a lake of reflection, there are two sides to the tip of a blade immersed in the waters of one body. Both aspects of the whole are equally represented…

What if it’s all about timing?

We share some time with someone and it ultimately changes us. We give each other keys in experiences, resources, information and appreciation and then we evolve out of what was. There is nothing wrong with this at all, such a natural process.

“Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments”

I have observed in our history, difficulty comes when insecurity plays its part. Eyesight aware of only a small range of the light spectrum. O-Port-Unity is hard to see every where. Neediness and want are the headlines in philosophies oriented to money as possession. Definitions in Devil sent renditions, tomes of experiences in the realms of attachment and judgement.

The materialist religion way of being.

What if marriage is like an open hand and the commitment comes from within…

Imagine the marriage certificate is delivered upon proof one lives and demonstrates choices to let others be free.

"I hereby certify your honourary capability:
To allow others to have their cake and eat it too"

All the same time Heaven Is in one's temperance.

What we consume must also be metabolised, lest it become toxic.

Everything used for what it is given is a true sense of ascension.
Trust in expansion,
Our communication enhancement
Is our soul body can-action.

In a world that has tried controlling the sensitive, unconditionally loving spirit, this is certainly an empowering ability to certify. Isn’t it?

I hereby declare you:
Lover In Life.

Truly knowing you have earned the right to receive love because of your intention to always be:

LOVE

Outta ya head.

I look back at my first “serious” relationship noticing the timing. I met Claire3WorldBridger on the internet. I had just got my first G3 Apple Macintosh PowerBook computer and was chatting in a spiritual discussion room called the “reflecting pool” it was a website called TalkCity.

She was called Fernmaiden

And me:

Spiritual_Hugs

After about only 3 weeks on my new discovery of the internet and online relationship we made a telephonic connection in which time I travelled to Canberra to celebrate my 21st birthday with my grandparents. The day of this anniversary was a

Red Electric Serpent
I activate to survive
Bonding instinct
I seal the store of life force
With the electric tone of service
I am guided by the power of universal water
…purifying flow

This was my year’s mission in store. My destiny's path.

Whilst I was there chatting online with Claire3WorldBridger who was in Melbourne she was seeing a doctor who told her pneumonia was best healed in a warm environment, especially where there is a good flow of nourishing elements. She thought of me and asked if she could come and stay for a week or so at my place in Surfers Paradise, Gold Coast, to heal from the dis-ease in her life’s style and I said:

YES.

Claire3WorldBridger arrived on the Gold Coast on 9th June 1999 a Blue Crystal Hand equivalent to the last day of time (21st December 2012). The penultimate day of time is the White Spectral WorldBridger which just happens to be our galactic birthday together. Here we were coming together to be in essence informed by the pattern of Venus.

White Spectral WorldBridger
We dissolve to equalise
Releasing opportunity
We seal the store of death
With the spectral tone of liberation
We are guided by the power of death
…equalising opportunity

There were two things that were initiated with her visit in accordance with what in retrospect is a probe into true nature.

She, this woman obviously attracted to my body, loving nature and generosity provided me with the opportunity to experience the Goddess on a return journey from Byron Bay:




“Will you sleep with me tonight”

YES

Actually it came out a bit ocker - the Aussie shocker I said "yeah alright" with a hint of charm and surprise.

What did I have to lose?

I was proud of the experience to time our first experience to Ravel’s classic Bolero.
16 minutes! Climax
Something was over...
and it all began...

Now I was a man, was I?

What has time got to do with this?!

Claire3WorldBridger was fond of smoking Peter Jackson and Stuyvesant cigarettes. Interesting I was also called Peter. Based upon my life to that point I had recently commenced the practice of smoking cannabis. I did not equate my smoking endeavours with tobacco. Another opportunity:

She asked
“Would you like to share my cigarette?”

Here I stood on a threshold. During my formative and recent years I’d observed my dad Tim9Dog’s habit of smoking and his repetitive and predictable statements about having to stop and how bad they are for him. Yet I couldn’t accept the judgements he was making, let alone holding any more toward him for his choice. I would rather see him and every smoker enjoy themselves than to go around in this negative cycle. I truly sought to understand and prove through my own journey a more enjoyable pathway of choice. In other words my intention was clearly to be an empowered smoker, as all ways.

So I said:

YES
(not to mention the communion with my inner voice saying ther'e a greater reason for this)

I found these cigarettes to be an enjoyable delivery mechanism of pleasure going hand in hand with the sex we had. And when she left on the
19th June 1999

White Planetary Mirror
We perfect to reflect
Producing order
We seal the matrix of endlessness
With the planetary tone of manifestation
We are guided by the power of death
...equalising opportunity

I now smoked in remembrance of her. Was I hooked?

YES

I had now opened up my life to the infiltration of completely new influences. Now presenting chemical experiences in my newly appreciated vessel of changing metabolic processes. A whole new party came to the temple of my being delivering a new range of obstacles and opportunities to live in diversity. I had opened up to understand a much larger realm of human opportunities with their prices and pleasures, the pains and their leisures.

It was when Claire3WorldBridger returned to Melbourne that my mobile phone bill and exposure to the phone’s radiation increased dramatically. For both of us it was time to be together and to take the idea of relationship to the next level.

“Lets live together, my spiritual energy body wants to feel your skin”

So while a new Russian president was being elected, Putin, I also put in a big effort driving two thousand kilometres south to the womb of Melbourne, a suburb called Cheltenham meeting Claire3WorldBridger’s parents and packing my White Mitsubishi Magna with her possessions. Not that I recollect the event as having had any particular astrological awareness of the event at the time, we returned to my home in Surfers Paradise, Gold Coast in time for the

11th August 1999 solar eclipse which was seen over Europe being the day of the

White Planetary Dog
We perfect to love
Producing loyalty
We seal the process of heart
With the planetary tone of manifestation
We are guided by the power of endlessness
…reflecting order

So here we were choosing to be in a “nuclear relationship” as we touched down and were grounding our new togetherness.

*** Flash***

It was on the
Red Solar Moon
We pulse to purify
Realising flow
We seal the process of universal water
With the solar tone of intention
We are guided by the power of life force
...survival instinct

6th August 2004 which I since discovered to be the day of Transfiguration. I was about to say goodbye to my friend Sue6Dragon. We’d been making such beautiful love together and had returned from Cornwall in order I carry two crystal skulls to Switzerland. The day before I had been very emotional in accepting I was about to go through a major transformation and said to Sue6Dragon that I wouldn’t be the same person when I returned. I deeply hoped we could continue our loving union when I was due to come back a week later. But something in me knew things were about to change.

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So Claire3WorldBridger settled with me into Surfers Paradise and by the time of the Red Self Existing Earth on August 18th 1999 where a Grand Cross Alignment occurred in our heavens.

Red Self Existing Earth
We define to evolve
Measuring synchronicity
We seal the matrix of navigation
With the self existing tone of form
We are guided by the power of space
…exploring wakefulness

Claire3WorldBridger and I lived on the Gold Coast for 5 months in which time I was doing different odd jobs advertising in the paper. My favourite and most significant opportunity was working as a party DJ/MC:

As DJ Spirit.
Working with children’s parties, birthdays for all ages, weddings, engagements and what was most hilarious was a regular Thursday night gig at the Broadbeach Tavern. It was memorable because I was the MC for a strip show Exotica where the ladies would literally get all their gear off and do strange things with wax and fire. For me being a “well educated” boy from the private Canberra Grammar School, it was a satisfying challenge to have the “tradies”, the blokes off the building sites all laughing at my comments as they drank their beer, entertained by the ladies.

The women loved me because I kept the language classy and held them in a positive beautiful light. This was truly an initiation for me. Having only just had my first experiences of the female spirit in her physical power I felt “in” with all these guys who share this love. You’re my mate too hey? Here’s to the Goddess and this is what brought us together, other than the liquor etcetera.

As we approached the end of the millennium, I was preparing a business plan for Party Spirit, which I happened to officialise on the 1st November 1999, All Saints Day

Yellow Magnetic Human
We unify to influence
Attracting wisdom
We seal the process of free will
With the magnetic tone of purpose
We are guided by the power of free will
...Influencing wisdom

...Ready to launch into a big new year celebration and assert my personality onto the Gold Coast. However at the last minute intuition spoke strongly and I changed direction, selling up my life and most of my late mother’s possessions that I’d inherited in 3 consecutive garage sales. I decided to take Claire3WorldBridger on a journey down the east coast of Australia following the WWOOF network.
Willing Workers On Organic Farms.

We left on the
Friday 14th January 2000 
White Planetary WorldBridger
We perfect to equalise
Producing opportnity
We seal the store of death
With the planetary tone of manifestation
We are guided by the power of timelessness
...enchanting receptivity

Heading south ending 3 years living on the Gold Coast.

By the end of April we moved into a house in Brisbane, the White Mitsubishi Magna failing us and my faith in the future of our togetherness almost clearly gone for me.
My dreams were screaming at me there was someone else waiting for me to make the change. Other females speaking to me in my night time. Getting louder.

Once again I used the internet as a tool and the first person I chatted to on ICQ, was Kate1Sun (*as I believed this later when I initially decoded her around the time - she was to come to be correctly decoded as a Blue Cosmic Storm) around the date of May 5th 2000 which was also Red Self Existing Earth and another Grand Cross Alignment. When I reflect on this I realise she was the first person I connected with at this time.
Clear Destiny.

***Flash***

I arrived back in the United Kingdom from Switzerland on the afternoon of the

Yellow Electric Warrior
We activate to question
Bonding fearlessness
We seal the output of intelligence
With the electric tone of service
We are guided by the power of universal fire
…enlightening life

and was due to be picked up by Sue6Dragon at 6pm from the Bourne End railway station. However as the train had approached and I’d used my last 30seconds worth of credit in calling to confirm our rendezvous I thankfully had the brief momentary pleasure to speak to our Canadian countHerpart Lyoness2Seed who said "She’s not here." I’d been observing my totally clarified energy body altering it’s composition as I held unified awareness on my destination. Being the house and the occupants, my friends. I knew my fourth dimensional body knew that to integrate my new experiences I was being stepped down in vibration.

I could feel it happening. It was a conscious preparation.

What had been going on here since I was near the Swiss Alps?


What have I chosen to experience now?

I knew things had flipped since I spoke to Sue6Dragon from Basel, Switzerland and somehow wisdom was definitely going to be required to accept the differences in our world views.

You see:

Whilst in Court’ em aiche, Switzerland on the evening of the Red Cosmic Skywalker I’d taken part in a sweat lodge, brilliantly conducted by our host Jan9Wind, a


White Solar Wind
I pulse to communicate
Realising breath
I seal the input of spirit
With the solar tone of intention
I am guided by the power of endlessness
…reflecting order

Part of this ceremony was to tie 13 knots of tobacco onto a string to take into the lodge, each one a prayer for someone close to us in some way. What I didn’t know was happening at the same time in England was that the two piece band IFly, Jon12Monkey and Andrew10Human with Lyoness2Seed were driving in their car named Shadowfax toward Bourne End on the Thames River to stay with Sue6Dragon. They had broken down in Bath in realtime as I sweated. They were included recipients of my prayers to clarify their intentions and live their true dreams in me. The reflection I choose to see. The service I deliver in deed.

As it unfolded that night as we entered the White Magnetic Wizard, a man who identifies as a “healer”, Paul9Earth arrived to meet up with IFly and Sue6Dragon. And as it does appear he had intentions to smoke some ganga Jah Rastafari which he knew he could acquire from Andrew10Human. After they all ate chocolate and smoked some joints Sue6Dragon asked Paul9Earth if he could do one of his treatments… at 2am the two of them went to her room and he proceeded to run his hands over her body and talk a lot…

Meanwhile I had walked back from the sweat lodge at 2am in a different time zone (1 hour ahead) with the organisers of the International Crystal Skulls Conference, Desy2Star and Joshua6Wizard. What I’d found funny was to point out the synchronicity to Joshua6Wizard that it was now our shared galactic birthday and asked him if he’d noticed our wizardry through my continual observations and verbal noting of the synchronicities happening around us as together we resonate:

White Magnetic Wizard
We unify to enchant
Attracting receptivity
We seal the output of timelessness
With the magnetic tone of purpose
We are guided by the power of timelessness
…enchanting receptivity

I’d arrived at the conference to film proceedings and he was the Master of Ceremonies. Pretty convincing? Joshua6Wizard and I making “we” were working together independently united without arrangements organised everything fulfilled on the fly.

And this was happening in realtime.

Sue6Dragon and Paul9Earth went to her bedroom? Did they discuss the fact that together their essential relationship is a White Lunar Mirror? No, not quite. I’m on my way to tell you but…


I’ve got off the train at Bourne End and Sue6Dragon isn’t there so I began to walk and got a phone call. She’s on her way. She’d shown me a shortcut the week before and I went to go down it and intuition told me she wouldn’t remember that so I went the long way and sure enough that is where we met.

Can you relate to that higher mind sense where you know your getting the correct instructions, may be irrational or unexpected but you know you’re connected?

Confirmation I am of clear mind. Oh how nice and we met. Sue6Dragon had had a few drinks with a friend. Things were definitely strange. There was no charge between us. Not the light we had shared previously.

I didn’t have much to say and we walked back to the house and I saw IFly playing their music and I didn’t have anything to say to them.

It’s now 8pm.

Sue6Dragon in her beautiful style made some delightful fresh food and we sat down together to share this space in grace. And in this case great taste, for she's got her ways and I'm blessed to be this close. Our conversation reached a point where she asked what had happened at the conference?

In a few sentences I mentioned the essence of my observations of the conference had come down to an alignment of 10 of us celebrating the loving union of a young couple who’d joined the conference and we all made a Yellow Magnetic Human together in this ceremony.

On the White Magnetic Wizard
Two days after the conference officially ended...

From this point it appeared the good energy flipped and I knew I had nothing to say. Somehow respect was not present and I decided to meditate on the true cause of it than speak of mindless trivialities. I knew a judgement had been made and I was choosing not to be in this illusion.

I went and sat in a room at the end of the house and told Sue6Dragon to pass on the message that if IFly wished to see me, then it could happen when they’d clarified their minds of all preoccupations of thought and could be empty vessels. In the meantime I chose to live my word and sat in silence, in the bliss of an aligning spine.

A few times Andrew10Human came in and I extended my request for the table in the living room to be moved out of the way so we could sit on the floor in a circle.

4 hours later it was at 13 minutes past midnight I noticed the time on my phone as I entered the room with the request for grounded circular space finally being organised and in silence proceeded to set up my crystals in a radiating circle with the skulls "Kata" and "Pow" as witnesses on the yellow sarong I’d had them wrapped in. Once I’d done this I sat in silence and listened, looking at the crystals.

The silence thickened until a point where Andrew10Human spoke up saying

“I feel you’ve spoken already”

He was beaming and I knew he spoke truly.

I decided to speak as I looked each one in the eye sweeping our circle from left to right.

“Andrew10Human, Lyoness2Seed, Jon12Monkey and Sue6Dragon, are you aware together you make a Yellow Self Existing Star? This means according to the Dreamspell code it gives you clarity of insight and creative authority in your essential unity together as a

Yellow Self Existing Star
You define to beautify
Measuring art
You seal the store of elegance
With the self existing tone of form
You are guided by the power of flowering
…targeting awareness

“I suspect from somewhere since I last saw all of you, respect has been lost for the Dreamspell and I am pretty sure I know the source of this cause.

Someone has dispelled unity and trust and I personally don’t like it.

Is this the judgement the crystal skulls message that  we've embodied?

“Are you aware that we have just moved into a Red Self Existing Earth which is the shared galactic birthday of myself and Paul9Earth? Let’s celebrate hey. Although somehow I’m not finding it particularly funny right now. There is a lie and I’d like to define where it’s truly coming from. Paul9Earth

Red Solar Earth
I pulse to evolve
Realising synchronicity
I seal the matrix of navigation
With the solar tone of intention
I am guided by the power of space
…exploring wakefulness

I originally met him through Dan2Seed when I first got to United Kingdom at the Summer Solstice Celebration at Stonehenge. When we Dan2Seed and I drove back past Stonehenge a month later we had a questionable experience with reactivity to Dan2Seed and I when he discovered we had literally "tripped" past Stonehenge to Farnham. This resulted in being asked to leave his house… fair enough given the space to see it as it is, gladly we did at the time because life is a trip and if someone doesn't like your style it's better to let each other go and as the

Yellow Planetary Seed
We perfect to target
Producing awareness
We seal the input of flowering
With the planetary tone of manifestation
We are guided by the power of free will
…influencing wisdom

  We reviewed our day’s experiences and the mirror we had created by dropping the LSD on the way past Stonehenge. Recently at the Earth Ascendance festival visioned and created by Dan2Seed and his partner Emma3Eagle, Paul9Earth told me he has an intention to heal 8.5million people. I’d love to know what he’s actually doing. What does he reckon “healing:” is? I know I can accept help from others as I heal when I do this. You cannot do it to me for I am the horse that will not drink, I am the picture of human nature and I am sure that you’ve heard this before as you build the wall I am going to jump over it. There is nothing to be done, so what are you giving to me? What are you taking to be? Let's be honest hear. Share the truth and we all can be free. Beyond the need for money, wanton greed.

(inserted on Blue Galactic Storm of 2007 - the retrospective view of this judgement, how do we make harmony agreed?)

“Together in this circle this night with my recent import from Switzerland, we are a

Yellow Crystal Star
We dedicate to beautify
Universalising art
We seal the store of elegance
With the crystal tone of cooperation
We are guided by the power of universal fire
…enlightening life

I went on to say:

“You are all in my life and in this space with me present because you are all attractive to me in some way. And I am sure I am in front of you because of the same thing. We are attracted to each other and I choose not to make an assumption as to why you feel I’m here in front of you. I don’t expect you to do the same for you are free to do as you like, however to demonstrate an example of what I mean, I will now turn to each of you and state why I choose for you to be in my life at this time.

So I turned to Andrew10Human and began to state all of the positive qualities that continues to have me attracted to his beauty, his music, his genuineness and wisdom. Then the door opened and Sue6Dragon’s friend came in wet. Sue6Dragon immediately jumped up leaving the circle to be with her friend who had been drinking with her earlier in the afternoon and had been swimming in the Thames at this late hour and was now very chilled.

You see for the five of us crystal star aligned on this day of the 4Earth we are experiencing
12Star + 4Earth = 3Serpent
the Red Electric Serpent
Activating to survive
Bonding instinct
Sealing the store of life force
With the electric tone of service
Through the power of universal water
...bonding flow

I decided not to continue and wait for Sue6Dragon to return, I saw it was important to focus on being together in our honesty.

So now there was the other three still sitting there, Jon12Monkey still staring at the crystals which he’d been doing the entire time. He's a Blue Crystal Monkey I suppose. I intended to ask them all what had happened during the week I was away and see the timing and nature of events. The three of them had arrived at this house together, finally with a space they could truly stop, play some music and unify. They make a

Blue Spectral Hand
We dissolve to know
Releasing healing
We seal the store of accomplishment
With the spectral tone of liberation
We are guided by the power of accomplishment
…knowing healing

Together we decided to roll a spliff and reflect on the latest events. They were pleased and relieved to realise  I didn’t have any agenda other than to be their friend. I let them know the sorts of things that had been happening and in this way we found new ground in knowing our togetherness.

When Sue6Dragon finally came back and saw that I’d decided to wait for her to be present she began to appear irritated and said the idea of talking to everyone in the group like this was “superficial and pointless”. So I stated that it was for the exact reason she felt that way I was determined to realise where the source of the judgement was arising.

So she decided to go to bed and the others at this hour chose to do so too. Now I wondered where I’d rest on this evening. I was in a strange position for the love I felt yet the fear I appeared to be evoking for her in my presence. So I said to her as she was suggesting I sleep in the end room:

“I can accept you’d like me to be down there, though I feel sad for the choice you could make to live with this judgement and would like to know wholly in my heart you are clear and certain it is what YOU want, Sue6Dragon. You’re completely white like a ghost and I don’t know it is what you want. I am speaking to your heart and mind Sue6Dragon.”

She decided it would be a good idea for me to sleep in her room and we could talk in there. She went about telling me what happened 3 nights before and each story seemed to be unfinished so after receiving 3 completely different versions of the same events, I pieced together the similarities and express it like this:

When one enters the energy of someone else with physical contact it can download keys “chi” and also remove keys “chi” if one is not aware. She said he was talking a lot and in such a way as when he was touching her there was a lot going on. She felt scrambled and the lighting was low. In her state she didn’t have the awareness to tell the difference, as if she was a sitting duck to a predator she couldn’t see. And in no way could I tell her this. I was doing my best to honour her free will and observed my position of attachment to having hoped for a different outcome. It was as though another man had got into my own bed and he didn’t have the same purity of intention as myself and this was her lesson to realise, though the work had been done, and what the true purpose was, well maybe time will tell.

Is this my fear manifest?
On the table let's digest?
Am I the one to be concerned by others' choice?
Can I accept the power of her voice?
How do I care for what may be right or wrong?
How would I be involved in a throng?
Are we all alone all along?
Is there just ONE?
These questions I just ask
Come on this Blue Galactic Storm -
9/9/2007
999
They're honest and true, if we're all one
No one could be wrong?

In the morning it was as though I was being verbally attacked by her, though I continued to question the source of her judgements and where she got the ideas and sense of authority to mindlessly fill our silence with it. Her hurt wasn’t healed and I knew that as it was difficult for us, with her going to New Zealand next week, today we were already due to part. Throughout the whole day I remained dedicated to release the judgement.
Finally it made sense to me to question her
Relative to the dream I’d had in Switzerland,
Becoming more and more obvious
There's no accident in a dream...

the dream of the

Blue Lunar Eagle
We polarise to create
Stabilising mind
We seal the output of vision
With the lunar tone of challenge
We are guided by the power of accomplishment
…knowing healing


The dream went like this:

I was running around a grass field, feeling like I was flying just like when I ran when I was at a younger age, a little kid but so big. I then ran to an exercise site where I could do “pull ups” and did a few dynamic strength exercises. I then bounded to my vehicle which was parked nearby and began to drive it wherever I was going. As I continued driving, turning corners began to notice the steering was jerky, the car didn’t handle well and the dash board appeared to be higher and the controls, and instrumentation gauges were all bulky and awkward.

This was not my car!

As I realised this I decided to stop the car almost immediately, yet safely, finding a stop at a T junction where I overlapped the road slightly with the front of the car, but it was safe and legal enough as I judged as I left the vehicle I turned my head to the left to look in the back realising I've actually been driving a van. I’m definitely in someone else’s van and there are two people asleep cuddled up together…

I’m absolutely puzzled wondering why I hadn’t noticed them there in the first place and also why with all my jerking around the road that they didn’t notice and wake up… I leave the car and then find myself in another location:

I’m in a house and I’m walking around naked. I’m comfortable with my space and semi conscious that someone who is a female neighbour is aware of me there. I even walk past my open doorway naked in my space.  As I’m comfortable with it, the world reflect this is my attitude… we’re beautiful… with and without attire

There then appears to be a whole big commotion next door, there are people coming from every direction, many people without identity milling around and I know one simple directive and enter the situation with this awareness…

“Find the person’s Galactic Signature and the police don’t have to come.”


So having told Sue6Dragon my dream it was like a key that opened the lock of her mystery. It was like

“Open See-say-me”,
or is it
"O pen see same"
or
Hopen sees me
or
Open Sesame

The magic phrase making way for the truth to be known. She recalled how when the subject of conversation had touched on anything to do with galactic signatures, the Mayan or Venus Sacred Calendar, Paul9Earth talked it down. To quote Sue6Dragon quoting Paul9Earth he said it was a lot of “mumbo jumbo”, though he had friends who knew lots about it but he isn’t into it. Though he did indicate a high level of self importance in having his 42nd birthday on the last day of time being 21st December 2012, Blue Crystal Hand.


I mentioned I’d met Bart12Hand at the Crystal conference I had just attended who has his 52nd birthday becoming an elder on this same day. I wished Paul9Earth happy birthdays, but it didn’t pull much influence for me to listen to a story of someone who appeared to have such a disuniting effect from my observations. In fact Bart12Hand and I had shared a conversation about the intense dreams we had on the morning of the Blue Lunar Eagle and I wondered if Paul9Earth’s and his partner Becky13Wizard were aware of the fact she shares the same galactic birthday as Carl Jung who is so famous for his insight into dream life.

Wake up to this one.

White Cosmic Wizard
I endure to enchant
Transcending receptivity
I seal the output of timelessness
With the cosmic tone of presence
I am guided by the power of endlessness
…reflecting order

And in a further aside I pointed out to Sue6Dragon that Paul9Earth had had difficulty in accepting my name as Peace=One and took it upon himself to purposefully continue to call me Peter around others. Certainly I can accept his free will to do so, At one point I said, if I am Peter then we are dickie birds aren’t we?

I don’t need to be a dick in his illusion, though realising his partner and mother of his children Becky13Wizard and him together unite in lovelight to be a

Blue Solar Monkey
We pulse to play
Realising illusion
We seal the process of magic
With the solar tone of intention
We are guided by the power of accomplishment
…knowing healing

I can accept the life work they have chosen to do and fully support their intention to heal through play. And if they are true with their word about healing all these people, then these words I speak will be music to his ears.

Here’s a pedestal from which you can dismantle the reflection of my judgements I have seen in thee Paul9Earth.
(Hardcore from a
999 in 2007
Blue Galactic Storm,
We harmonise to catalyse
Modelling integrity
We seal the matrix of self generation
With the galactic tone of integrity
We are guided by the power of abundance
...dream intuition

 these words from then feeling raw, what a question. Are they fair and just, am I contributing to TRUST?)

It is in the reflections life has provided to me relative to this scenario that have encouraged me to tell this story. And I feel light about it. Thankyou for reflecting our choice to be more clear and wise, TOGETHER.

It was as though a spell was lifted off Sue6Dragon. We went to the train station to say goodbye and it felt strange.
“We are not ready to say goodbye are we?”
“No.”

We drove home again and made some beautiful love, a deep expression of gratitude for the affection and intimacy we had shared, the loving memory in togetherness that we could take into our lives from here. Like the expanding contraction of the heartbeat we were pulsing out ToGoThere’. She was on her way to New Zealand via Spain and Australia. My next stop was the train to Bath.

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And then there I was on that train thinking about my relationship with the Goddess of many faces. (Here's that decoding error again- not actually this signature (Is actually Blue Cosmic Storm))
It was Kate1Sun:

Yellow Magnetic Sun
I unify to enlighten
Attracting life
I seal the matrix of universal fire
With the magnetic tone of purpose
I am guided by the power of universal fire
...Enlightening life

We physically met the day after her galactic birthday on the 29th May 2000 which was a

Red Lunar Dragon
We polarise to nurture
Stabilising being
We seal the input of birth
With the lunar tone of challenge
We are guided by the power of space
…exploring wakefulness

See it’s the same pattern as when I met Claire3WorldBridger.
Synchrodestiny of sum kind.
This time it was music, art and natural indigenous expression capturing my heart. She has such an innocense that melts my heart. Like the child loving the little bugs on the flowers, we played together in the garden with her dog and we got chickens and built them a home. But that happened after

She had big dreams, plans in the wings
Fuelled by the inheritance of her grandfather's death...
She flew out of Australia on

July 10th 2000

Blue Overtone Night
Empowering to dream
Commanding intuition
Sealing the input of abundance
With the overtone tone of radiance
Guided by the power of magic
...playing illusion

Kate1Sun's grandad had recently died and had left some money for her which her mum had helped arrange a journey to Europe. A dream of Kate1Sun to study art, culture and more in these historical lands.

And we'd fallen in love with each other.

We counted the hours, then the minutes before she flew out and it tore me apart. In one month I sent her 24,000 words of emails of just stuff and more stuff which I somehow expected her to read. I was threatened by her mum's worldview and felt vulnerable for the love I felt for her daughter. Her mother didn't seem to appreciate my appreciation. I think the feeling of being threatened was also present with her mum which was impossible to transcend. She'd decided how she'd like to see me. And this seemed negatively.
These were the results of the almighty strong attraction that had us meet in Thailand in August of 2000 a month before the Olympics were due to be in Sydney.
This meant I had to get my Australian passport which happened on the
Magnetic Day 15 of the Blue Galactic Storm year
9th August 2000

Red Solar Skywalker,
I pulse to explore
Realising wakefulness
I seal the output of space
With the solar tone of intention
I am guided by the power of universal water
...purifying flow

Having met Kate1Sun (well actually lets get this right retrospectively edited Kate13Storm), I was attracted into an enlightening scenario.
A muse for great questions consciously refining this time:

I flew out of Australia on
White Magnetic Mirror
We unify to reflect
Attracting order
We seal the matrix of endlessness
With the magnetic tone of purpose
We are  guided by the power of endlessness
14th August 2000

And touched ground in Malaysia Kuala Lumpur minutes after midnight of the

Blue Lunar Storm
We polarise to catalyse
Stabilising energy
We seal the matrix of self generation
With the lunar tone of challenge
We are guided by the power of magic
...Playing illusion
15th August 2000
Found a taxi from the airport at this late hour speeding down the highway my first cigarette in 6 weeks with the driver... The nature of my journey a few hours sleep in a hotel and then finding taxi's and buses take me all the way to Bangkok crossing the Thailand border by the end of the day.
I began to write a

Journal of a Student on Sojourn
(I lost the journal in Hotmail's regular clean. I wonder if they actually keep it all. Can I have it please, my hotmail revelation of Thailand, this young man)

Did I know this day 15th August is recognised as the "Assumption of Holy Sophia" as I made my way up Siam to be ready to meet her in Bangkok in a few weeks?

I'd be 26 days out of Australia

Wavespell In
13
=
13
Wavespell Out

It appears in retrospective realisation to be a symmetrical journey
We reached the centre of the Tzolkin
Came together then I went to Chiang Mai and she stayed in Bangkok with her mother
we separated - and I went trekking

I arrived in Chiang Mai did a trek and on the day I completed the journey, Kathryn was arriving with her mother. I was on the train south. To eventually meet on the beach of an island down in the Gulf of Thailand called Koh Panghan... That was intense:

And...Reunited...
Thanks to the assistance of her mother that provided me with the money to bail out my accommodation since my credit card was frauded whilst on the island.

The journey home
We were separated by circumstances being on a different flight on the same night of the Blue Cosmic Night 8th September from Kuala Lumpur airport.
We both arrived back in Australia reunited on the 
Yellow Magnetic Seed of the 9/9 2000.
(This trips me out the synchrodestiny as I go to upload this into the ORBIT at ZAADZ on 9th September 2007 Blue Galactic Storm that is exactly 7 years ago today! And it's our Galactic birthday
13Storm + 8Sun = 8Storm)


How can I love wholly to the greatest degree possible, like an overflowing vessel of abundantly glorious blessings on time to share all good things with all sentient beings?

How can I be wholly unconditional in my preSence?

You see we then found ourselves live together for two years in which time the signs showed I had to follow my own path.
Not to be taken personally by any.
We'd experienced our version of "married life".
There are many of them and they're happening all the time. I think the trap is in trying to define it too much. Now she is with Dad's girlfriend's son which I may have mentioned once, anyway, it's funny how we be loving each other.
Despite what it looks like on the surface, our hearts still beat in syncopation

Synch of Passion
It's our own lives, we haven't spoken for years

I think the way I am living could be my investigation into the way my parents tried to be together?

I am looking for wholly understanding upon what makes us shine as one duality.
One to see the three.
Our unity in Divinity.
The true law of no conditionality.
Let love in all our relativity.

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