Yellow Spectral Warrior - decode it, it means more than you don't

I am on a threshold a
Precipice
Poetry comes and it flows
I hold onto it and it goes
I define it overthrows
Do I look for a pattern
Am I trying to be something
To fit in - to what others think is the norm
Am I following followers blind and they've forgotten
Children, simple I am gifted
Uncomparison lost in someone else's confusion
because I stopped to compare
Somehow expecting recognition
Remember me, I'm like you
But different, do you know what I mean
Is this just another judgemental stream
Accepting the perfection is inherent
It doesn't look the way it should
Because it is just like this and because it exists in the end
Right here, it made it to be and this is God on stage
Acknowledged, creation keeps happening
Poetry defined is dead yet we could still accredit the fucken swearing
Children I'm not sorry because I don't know who to apologise to
Is it you who is my authority
Do I wait for you to tell me what to do
When I just came here to be me
Naturally these words aren't even yours anyway
You didn't write them like this but we share,
For sure you have incorporated some of this shit
You said it too and you were forgiven
Did you listen, it wasn't even English what I was saying
But I suppose it's the context that comes with the edit
What was I trying to say when you thought I was mistaken
Yet you didn't even know where I was
In the stream
Consciousness like rocks, no the water, all of it moving
Together
Is there an end to the stream, is it even going to finish
Not here in lapland either, I'm telling you a story and I don't even know where I'm leading
It's not even me am I a channel, quick edit me
Swear on the Bible it wasn't you that did that come on
You wrote the freaking thing, didn't you?
The love letter that didn't quite make it?
You trusted, know I, this me was holding it when she drew the picture
Enveloped, it was as if it was going to come together in the end
You were looking for it weren't you, an
End
Thought it was hear and you mispelled it and a whole new theme appeared
Tanked on the hillside and you were tapping the side to see if it was empty
You were there when you saw what happened wasn't I?

Hey just a note which could be a beat, depends
whether it fits in doesn't it?
I tried to leave the note and then beat my self to the point
Where I began again a cycle that even you didn't want to ride
Because the terrain wasn't mapped and the darkness seemed impractical
Just the wrong time there were bands playing and you just sat there.

It was worth it though, wasnt it or isn't it, presently because it still is now
experience luckily that goes on forever but it's limited because we did define it
Even if it was totally mashed up against the grill
Cheap thrills and we're back to simple lyrics still
Write a song about this one, it's a hit and you still miss that point when you were holding the letter and forgot to let go

a little space from the madness, it was all in your head
Dead to the idea your rhyme was missing the bar and the drink was just tea
totally you just wreaked of holy insensed punters clamouring for attention
You're their hero because you did it better
They didn't even write a letter, just want to consume more
Contribution the end of another confusing evening
Which when they got home the jangling keys
Flop what was that all about, were we actually going anywhere

We did didn't we? Where did you go
I was over here looking for you,
I called out
Your name again?

Is
what?

Time and again I've asked you and you've still got your hand on that book
It's trippy I know, it's a new chapter and you still didn't read the last one
It's the headlines in the paper which the radio told you about
Some sort of change in leadership and you're learning to read
Good idea.

Excellent sign.
I'll paint it in my dream journal
In fact I'll make a note now to be answering my phone for that advertisement
I can talk good and this was my qualification before I left her
I moved into a whole new realm of exploration
Freedom was what it said, I think
I red about it being a meaningful special, on TV
That is, I'm just a channel don't ask me what I said.